Hello

Hi,

It's been a while, I know. I meant to visit you sooner but you know, life gets in the way and other usual excuses. I don't know why I neglect you so much, I like it here. I feel a bit more sane after I visit. Well, actually I feel more and less sane at the same time. That's not uncommon with me, feeling two different ways at the same time. It's actually sort of a perpetual way of being for me. It's especially tricky when I both want and don't want something at the same time, it's a lose-lose situation. That isn't a good way to look at life is it? Lose-lose. There are wins. Like when I hear a song I really like on the radio, especially when it isn't really radio kind of song. Warm, fresh bed sheets straight from the dryer, that's a win. I wish they could be like that all the time (that's a lose). Reading something that completely makes sense to you and realizing that you're not alone. Getting a good night sleep. Fresh coffee, vanilla and melty chocolate. Whipped cream. Life.